speaking to god

”why would i talk to God,

when you’re so awesome!”

what if every time I spoke

to anyone, anyone at all

I spoke to God

to the Universe

to the Beloved

every utterance

every whisper

every thought even

i spoke directly to the Divine

*

what would happen to the tone of my voice

to the feel

what words would I choose

what language

*

ahhhh

just feeling into that

*

tears well up in my chest

my knees feel weak, almost buckling

an overwhelming mix of feelings

‘i’ve missed you soooooooo much”

so much regret comes up

“please forgive me

please please please forgive me”

omg the gratitude welling up

“thank you for loving me sooooo deeply passionately

unconditionally

despite all my flaws

all the mistakes I’ve made, how could I’ve been so foolish,

yet you still

adore me”

omg the gratitude, the grace

a smile, a laugh, feeling giddy

how could i have not been having this convo all along, feels so silly to have spoke to anyone at all

oh God, how will I ever be able to have a normal conversation again

the human one

*

and then my dog jumps on the bed here

looks me lovingly in the eyes, i rub his belly, he’s so awesome

and what comes out….

“it’s so silly to talk to God,

when you’re so awesome!”

lol

I laugh at myself

and then he transforms before my eyes

into

the

beloved,

God

and there we go

my eyes well up, i smile

*

#universal_love #So_personal

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Thank you for gorgeous presence here. My name is Denisa Rensen, and I am totally into bliss for us all. As a doctor, designer and mentor, I love to support women all over the world as they get in touch with their bliss. These are the healthiest and most magnetic powers, and once we design our lives from this place, pain and fear and regret begin to drop off, and our entire lives begin to change. This! is the real work.

What is Bliss. What is Eros. We’re unpacking that this summer, learn more HERE!